how to eat the fruit of the tree of the garden
not all who eat the fruit are happy to have done so.
not all will turn to their partner and give them the fruit and have them eat because it was worth it--something happened in the eating that cannot be understood until they too eat.
there is an other sideness to having eaten. there is a before and an after.
once you know what you cannot unknow you might look back and wish anyways that you might. to be wideeyed and innocently wandering a garden of earthly delights. to not have had the veil torn away.
to be restored is impossible. how could the you who has awoken become again the sleeper? it would require a rewind. it would require a death. there is a you who must be ended so that a different you could begin again.
fantasies all. the garden is the cradle but you cannot stay in the cradle forever. can one enter a second time the womb and again be born?